Sleepless Again

It's almost 2am and I'm still wide awake.

I guess I owe it to myself for not insisting on the normal routine. It seems that I'm not as 'nocturnal' as I thought I was. I suppose at this stage of one's life, can't expect too much.

I think I am getting tired of this cycle, again. This cycle has been repeating itself the moment I thought I was out of it, giving me headaches after headaches. Sometimes I want to believe that I couldn't help it. That would make me feel better. But who am I trying to kid? I'm not blaming anyone or anything, though there have been a stuff happening around me and within me that have kept my mind working overtime.

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