Ouch!...

So which is easier to bear? Physical pain or psychological pain?

Whichever it is, one affects the other in profound ways.

At this point of time, I think physical pain is more unbearable simply because I'm currently in constant pain from my recent op. It's amazing how pain in a small area can affect the function of the whole body, even the cognitive. From the experience you'd also learn how not to take that small part for granted again. Sometimes we forget, but it's not difficult to remember again. Personally, I just thank God that I've never taken that part of me for granted, well, not that it helps in relieving the pain.

With the whole body experiencing muscle ache, I can't even cough properly if I choke when drinking liquid. It's also painful when I hic-cup. Chest muscle at work. I'm thankful that I'm not at a state where I need to vomit, that would be the ultimate. I don't think I'd be able to fulfill packing my room. How to when I can't even sit, stand, walk, bend, exert strength without experiencing pain. Even my mind's not working properly.

God, have mercy!!! There must be a purpose in all these. I'm not going to let this go without learning a lesson or two.

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