Perturbed

I'm so tired of your coldness. Please give me a break, can? I really don't think I deserve it, regardless of who I am to you. You talk to me like you can't stand the sight of me. You can smile and joke with others one second and pull a long face with me the next.

Really, what did I do? Are you giving me a hard time because you know I care about you?

Sure, I can choose not to be offended or hurt, I am willing to take responsibility for my own feelings and reaction. Call me a coward for thrashing it here instead of taking it up with you face to face. I'm afraid that I'd breakdown if you continue to display indifference. You can't even look me in the eye as if you're in guilt.

I really don't deserve this kind of treatment, especially not from you. I don't need you to be grateful for all the things that I've done for you, that's not why I do them in the first place. Just treat me right. For your own sake and mine.

Sigh...perhaps I think too much, but I'd be more than happy to be corrected. Would you be willing to help me understand the truth?

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