Evenings In Flames
I've been staying out late so much for the past few weeks, it just ain't funny. Oh well, it's part of the job and what I signed up for in the first place... but that was more than a decade ago.
Age is catching up, together with an evolvement in various commitments, varying encounters & experiences, and in what I value in life. And so I find myself questioning the meaning in what I do.
Just when I was feeling disheartened and frustrated, God showed up. Was at the Transformation meetings last weekend and taking in the message that Lance Wallnau brought with him. I'm still digesting the thoughts rumbling in my head and my heart. Excited, yet a little disorientated. It'll take the next few weeks to organise what I learnt to bring them out in application.
But the gist of it is clear - I need to excel in what I do within my circle of influence. Take my position where God has placed me before a counterfeit comes and mess it all up.
Singing for that 3 evening meetings and Sat/Sun Services before and after has inevitably taken a toll on my voice. This week replacing Fiona too if my voice recover. Well, not that I mind singing. I look forward to my duty once-in-3-week, and I don't even mind doing more! Keeps me on my toes. Nowadays I feel that I'm more engaged on stage. So much so, I think I get carried away sometimes...haha. Gotta be careful so my voice doesn't suffer.
It's all about the looooovvvvveeee... ;)
Age is catching up, together with an evolvement in various commitments, varying encounters & experiences, and in what I value in life. And so I find myself questioning the meaning in what I do.
Just when I was feeling disheartened and frustrated, God showed up. Was at the Transformation meetings last weekend and taking in the message that Lance Wallnau brought with him. I'm still digesting the thoughts rumbling in my head and my heart. Excited, yet a little disorientated. It'll take the next few weeks to organise what I learnt to bring them out in application.
But the gist of it is clear - I need to excel in what I do within my circle of influence. Take my position where God has placed me before a counterfeit comes and mess it all up.
Singing for that 3 evening meetings and Sat/Sun Services before and after has inevitably taken a toll on my voice. This week replacing Fiona too if my voice recover. Well, not that I mind singing. I look forward to my duty once-in-3-week, and I don't even mind doing more! Keeps me on my toes. Nowadays I feel that I'm more engaged on stage. So much so, I think I get carried away sometimes...haha. Gotta be careful so my voice doesn't suffer.
It's all about the looooovvvvveeee... ;)
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